I don't remember this ride going so high last time...

I have loved amusement parks since I was a little kid. Cam was always too scared to go on any of the rides, but I would go on ANY ride...

Went to Elitches today for the first time in a couple years...rode 4 rides (most of them quite tame), puked in a public bathroom, and left...I feel like I lost a piece of my childhood..no more rollercoasters:( or at least not that damn sea dragon.

"I was an awkward little kid."
"I wasn't really, but I am awkward now...in fact I think I get MORE awkward as I get older."
"It's ok I've embraced it."

I felt what life was

I am not opposed. It is what it is. 

For what was probably only a few minutes, I felt it all. Everything that had been pushed under the rug, hidden in the sheets, tucked behind smiles. It hurt like Hell, but I was strangely relieved. 

Is that like on the rocks?

Things I like:
- my bff carol
- seeing old friends
- free iced coffee
- frozen margaritas
-presidente margaritas
- getting drunky drunk at silly old chili's with silly old chilli's coworkers.
- Mexicano musica/thriller/free willy


Things I do not like:
- silly boys
- losing best friends
- missing people I should not miss
- pretending to be ok with things that are NOT ok.