Please

I don't think I get to be jealous when I am the one who pushes everyone away.
(But sometimes, just sometimes, I still am.)

It is childish, this I know. But it's a hard pill to swallow. I'm really replaceable? (Of course I am.)

I know it might be asking a lot, but could you please just pine over me like you used to? Could you only think of me and not other girls? Could you still think that I am the catch you want? Not her but me?

Yes, yes, I know I am foolish. But a girl can wish right:)